Itz not dat easy...

kae..

juz came back from drama training..

n i tell u...

acting is not dat all easy...

u need to be one with ur character.

well..

juz now...

bang bijan focused onli on my grp...

n we dyd e ferst scene...

on remy..

n i learned alot of things juz by being remy...

being sumone else is not easy...

u need to feel dat person...

n imagine wad hez lyk...

n then be hym...

being a lost case lyk remy was definitely challenging...

but dats y i lyk it...

coz of the challenge...

bang bijan wanted me lala n nisa to memorise our scripts...

in half an hour..

which we somehow manage to...

quite alot actually...

n being a mat rep for the dae is really fun..

hee...

well..

dats all for 2daes training...

hopefully we can have more training session

with bang bijan...

i want to learn more...

haha...

and yeah...

my 2nd bro is getting engage on e 20th...

haiz...

everyone is growing up so fast...

but congrats!!

smell ya laters

a dae to ponder

"Siak uh tu setan"

well..went out wit aishah n ojan 2dae..

had a very good tyme..

we went to east coast 2dae...

we dyd nothing...juz hang out...

and i really had a great tyme thinking alone...

finally...i got tyme to think on my own..

without anione disturbing...

it was good...

and finally...

destress e old fashion wae...

ARCADE...

haha..

me n ojan played e game silent hill...

haha...

our hands got crammed..

but nevertheless...

those few minutes of playing...

i was free...

and back to reality...

i hav a lot of school things to do...

stressed again...

haha...

kae nites ppl!!

smell ya laters!!

i wanna tell her soooo badly...

"aku sumpah aku nmpk ms teo!!"

knape la susa sgt krg nk pecaye nie??

itz wad i saw n i trust my judgement..

and of coz i noe my teachers!!!

rabak uh krg...

well...2dae had been a mentally tiring dae for me...

many events keep appearing...

n...i think i had enuf of running awae...

itz tyme i accept my responsibility...

and face it lyk a man...

maybe itz tyme...

i juz want everything to end...

i dont noe how much longer i can keep on smiling...

crapped...

"Izzit true that only malay can get Malayria(malaria)???"

a fren of mine said this to me during end of claz...

i juz cant help laughing it off..

well...i hate skul...no...i hate mondaes...

imagine goin from claz to claz from 8 to 5 WITHOUT any break...

it can cause brain to be dead u noe...

well...lyf is smooth sailing excepts bumps here n there...

but...

ill manage...i hav a lot of things i want to noe...

but will i get to noe it???

haiz...

kae i dont noe wad else to sae...

haha...

juz hope that lyf will carry on lyk this...

u noe sumtin...i juz wrote down the laz sentence above...

when sumtin bad happened...

haiz...

FCUK man...

brother JUAL brother nie mcm per...

smell yer laters...

The Opening

At last...i finished making this new blog...hopefully...it wil be sumtin from a nothing..haha


i juz transfered here from my multiply..dont worry..im still using multiply..but here..it wil be more on thoughts n feelings..haha...


well...i tink dats all i can sae now...coz..really at this point..i dont noe wad to sae...haha...

so with dat...smell ya laters....


btw...i should try b4 giving up rite???