All That Ive Got - The Used

all that ive got by the used
i forgot where was the ferst tyme i heard tiz song..
haha..
it juz suddenly came to mynd..

featuring..
Looking For Tiara!!

The Drummer
Farhan Arab

The Bassist
Hazman a.k.a Picaresque

The Guitarist
Fauzan/Ojan

Lead Guitarist
Syafiq a.k.a Sepit
(he was absent so i too a pix from hyz blog)

The First Vocalist
Susyanti

The Second Vocalist
Imran a.k.a Terry


so there u hav it...
our band...

2dae went jamming somewhere around Dhouby Ghaut...
was cool n fun...
then went to pack mkn n eat under the stars...
haha...
lets go jamming again soon aites???

smell ya laters!!

ok for those hu r wondering..
im ok..
im well..
nothings bothering me..
aites???

so 2dae was my ferst paper...
n itz d repeat paper..
was...ok...can do..
haha...

then cut hair with nigel...
at commonwealth...
was fun..
coz itz at a salon..
my ferst tyme...
hehe...

then after dat..
qns n doubts began filling my head...
y???
idk..
but it started off wit her...
coz i remembered we went to fatin's bdae bbq sumwhere around there...
so memories triggered those qns..
wth...

then go back sch lepak...
then after dat went home..
n my mom cooked my favourite meal..
CRAB!!
haha..
it was nice...
damn nice..
but all good things hav a negative side...
for me..
eating crabs would normally trigger my allergies...
n sure enuf...
rite now my body itch lyk hell..
haha...
but the crab was fantastic..
haha...

well sok ade jamming...
cant waet...
let aim high..
all right??
Looking For Tiara...

smell ya laters...

Zizi tagged me....

1.Who was the person who tagged you?
Nurul Haziyah Jumiran (amek ko full name..)

2. Relationship between you and her?
friend

3. Your 5 impressions of her?
Crap..pendek..bully-material..lyks to be unclear n a gd fren..

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
slap her until a rooster lays an egg...haha..ok lame...

5. What would you say to the person you like very much?
"hey, how r u? listen..i wanna tell u sumtin...i dont noe if u noe..but..i lyk u..n im not expecting anything in return..i dont expect u to hav the same feeling wadsoever..but i juz want u to noe dat i lyk u.." there...

6. Characteristics I like about myself?
hmm...i can be serious when i need to..n i can be an irritating shit when i want to..haha..

7. Characteristics I hate about myself?
hmm..irritatingness can be an ass sumtimes...

8. For the person whom u hate, you say?
nk aper? aku tkde mase nk bobual ngan muke ko..

9. What do the people around you feel about you?
hmm..they feel dat im constantly emoing 24/7...which is untrue...

10. Your crush(es)
i dont fynd any reasons to tell the world...

11. Pass this to 10 people.
1)Fauzan(one wae or another)
2)Aishah
3)Yanti
4)Hazman
5)Fiza
6)Hakim
7)Hip Hop
8)Eera
9)Amz
10)Fir



12. If 5 & 7 were together?
HAHA!! dunie terbalik!!

13. Who does 5 like?
how would i noe???

14. What colour does 9 like?
idk..but 10 i noe..

15. Say something about 8
she my kwn kesygan!!haha

16. Who is 2?
Aishah..been there for me since FOC...

17. Talk about 3
soon to be band mate maybe??

18. Who is no.10 bestfriend?
hmm..should be hyz gerlfren amz...

19. Who’s the sexiest among all 10?
hmm...fiza maybe???

20. What colour does 4 like?
no idea..

21. Is no.4 single?
yeah...

22. Your relationship with no.1?
My twin!!haha..

23. Are 5 & 6 bestfriend?
well..they are in the same commitee....not sure...

24. No.9 surname?
Malays dont have surname idiot...

25. 7’s nickname?
hmm..lyk it states there...hiphop..

26. Say something to 8
jgn takot...freshie lom dtg...

27. Say something to 9
jgn gado2 tao...

28. Who does 1 admire?
i noe!! Channing Tatum..n justin timberlake oso...

29. Where does 1 live?
Woodlands...

30. 10 of them know who you like?
i lyk no one..period..so they dont noe...

31. Say something to 6 when u see him?
eh kim...teh tarik!!haha...

32. 10’s spouse?
insyallah amz...
amin..


haha...ok so i dont noe wad their fav colours are...
but hey...
it was fun doin dis...

smell ya laters..

"im stuck in a world of my own
a world whereby the feeling of miss engulf me
a world where voices keep saying...move on
a world where nothing moves me
a world where pain from her absence keep haunting me
i so want it to end...
i so want sumone...
that can touch me..
and take me awae from this world..
but..
who r u??"


well..
another attempt to another portray of my feelings...
so how???


well smell ya laters..
(well mom n dad...juz let me live my life n let me out of ur troubles..)
(ive had enuf)

lyfs a waste...
dont u tink so???


smell ya laters!!

as i sit here in our space@72
i looked at the 2 lovely couples in front of me..
feelings of joy n envy suddenly began to came to mind..

they looked so compatible 2gether..
n they seem happie 2gether..
the love that they share...
fills my heart wit that never-dying jealousy..

i've waited a long tyme..
and i really hope that this endless waiting..
will stop..
sooner or later..

haha..
so how???
haha..
feelings are so hard to potray..
at least i can do it..
can u???


smell ya laters...

boo...

i feel sick...
got blocked nose...
dry throat...
aching eyes..
n damn headache..
boo...
ive been blowing my nose since morning...
n u noe wads e result???a plastic full of tissues...
haha...
arrrggghhh!!!
y now??
2morrow got presentation...
got quiz...
dang it..
lets hope i will survive...

smell ya laters!!

so after our fun tyme wit the kids...
me lala dian wanny hiphop azuan n hakim pressie..
went lepak at pasir ris park..
stayed by the beach until 8..
it was sooo windy and cold..juz lyk being in an air con room..
then after dat went to the pond near whitesands..
sat at a hut..
and began giving each other lame jokes...
it was fun..
and hakim, jgn serek kae???
nnti nnti aku lei kaco ko lagee..
haha

itz was fun la 2dae..
had a really good tyme...
hope things lyk dis happen often...
coz itz damn fun..hee...

so smell ya laters??

2dae was a very good dae..

MCC had a community service at Darul Ma'wa
and i have to sae..
it was a blast..
the kids made our dae..

it was awkward intially..
but as tyme past..
all of uz began to bond...

haha..
Farhan Arab bonded wit a boi name Farhan...
arab mcm bapak org..haha
then ojan was being the favourite abang...
haha...
n i bonded wit a kid named amri...
and amri is CPO..
which meant Child Protection sumtin...
idk...
but he cant appear on photos...
makes it kinda sad...
coz if ppl look back at photos...
he wont be in any of them...
n it will make hym feel left out...
sad...

well...it was soooo saddening to leave them..
but i hope that we will be able to go back there again..
in the near future...
n let us touch each others lyf...

so..
smell ya laters...

ok..so change in a blog skin..
e old one got sumtin rong..haha
well..im ok..
really...
to prove it...
smell ya later!!

U spread a tale of lies...

n when I reveal the whole truth...
U cannot accept it...
cmon uh...
U are a freaking adult...
at least hav the guts to admit wad U had done god dammit!!
ni tk...
blame ME!!
cant accept it then blame ME!!
ASS U U GOD DAMN FATHER OF MINE!!!!

have an affair outside, go ahead..
but hav the balls to ADMIT YOU HAVE AN AFFAIR!!!!
DO NOT swear that u dont have an affair...
when everyone else have GOD DAMN caught U in the act!!
ASSHOLE!!!!!

U will be considered lucky..
if MY fist do not land on that FREAKING face of yours!!
YOU SORRY EXCUSE OF A FATHER!!!

found a new family pix!!

from left
my bro bamg iman
my cousin hafiz
my sis-in-law kak diana
me!!
my bro bang acit
my sis kakak..
n e one sitting is my goin to be sis-in-law!!
kak raihana!!

thanx everyone for d bdae wishes...
u guys made it a fun midnite...
shall upload e pix soon...
so..
smell ya laters!!