another dae past..
and another dae gone...
well..
received my pre-bdae bash 2dae...
tk mengape..
aku tk mara..
haha..

n ojan n aishah n nigel..
sowie uh if i was kurang aja...
cranky uh..
haha...

well..
had a gd tok wit yanti...
and i wanna sae sumtin...
when i tell dat story to ppl i noe..
all their reactions are e same...
we cant force love..
so let go if it keeps getting sour...
itz not healthy...

so..i guess...
i smell ya laters..

Fcuk dat...
give me a break???
ok???
i want all of u...
to give me a break...
let me hav peace...
ok???
dats all i ask for...

Wad seems to be a happie dae.

ended at a fking idiotic note...

fullstop...

17th Jan

Fat: Krg mcm twins uh...

ojan: tk, aku hensem..

me: beh aku cute...

haha..the cheekyness of uz..

well wad to do..

haha..

had the most fun performance..

n herri turned up to watch us...

after dat..

fir n amz...

ojan n aishah...

nigel n zizi..

n me..

went picnic at anderson's wave..

if im not rong la...

as u can see...

i was left out..

yet again...

i dyd loads of thinking...

n all of it is about...

HER...

i found out acap told her i miz her...

n u noe wad she sae??

she told me to go die...

well...

i noe y she said dat...

-she wanted me to forget her

-she hates me to e core n no chances are left...

ouh well...

dats lyf...

i hav to think positively...

n use the forces of attraction all around me...

haha..

kae nites ppl...

smell ya laters...

(p.s: i met the same gerl hu called me a mat rep laz tyme...haha)

Voice Recording

ouh kae so voice recording is not dat easy...

now i noe how animations are carried out...

n fiqa...

im sowie if i underperformed..

my throat is coarsed now...

too much toking..

haha

but it was a good experience..

thanx fiqa..

dead atmosphere...

i swear...
clubbie is never tiz quiet wit thiz many ppl around...
theres lyk 9 of us around...
an e only sounds that could be heard are the keyboards..
n sepit's dota...

me ojan sepit n eera are e only ppl awake...
laen sumer tdo...
ojan doin MOL...
sepit playing idiotic dota..
eera watching gossip gerls...
n me???
well im bloghopping..
haha..
bored katenyer...

well i juz visited amz blog...
haha
n i had one of the many good laughs...
dydnt noe amz had so many fans...
haha
well..
these kind of ppl...
no lyf...
to hell wit them....

well...
having performance tiz sat..
n i got no plans after dat..
hmm...
wad should i do???

smell ya laters...

hurt...

i wanted to post sumtin here...

but since tiz is an open blog...

i shall not do so...

instead...

i will place it sumwhere where only my frens can read...

coz wad i said...

really hurts me...

n revealed me to the horrible truth...

if u wanna noe bout tiz...

come ask me...

smell ya laters...

Word of Advice

so open hse is over...

n i finally met ayu...

but still...

theres sumtin in me...

sumtin in me dat still reminds me...

no matter how hard i try to forget...

"dont lose urself bcoz of a gerl.."

"dont do stupid things bcoz of a gerl"

if only i had heed those words b4...

i wouldnt be feeling this feeling of regret...

ouh well..

dats lyf...

learn from the mistakes u made...

coz learning is forever...

tiz will then be my advice to all d guys out there...

"dont lose urself bcoz of a gerl.."
"dont do stupid things bcoz of a gerl"

smell ya laters...

2nd dae of skul...

ok..

so i thought of alot of things to write down here...

but i cant remember any of them..

kinda stupid dont u tink...

ouh well..

aniwaes...

temptations ran wild...

n im sowie ojan n zizi n fir...

aku rase aku cranky uh tadee..

haha..

n guess wad...

i forgot to bring my psp home...

n sumone bring it home w/o permission...

tknk name uh...

but next tyme...

call ferst..

then bring it home..

ukn da awak alek aru kol...

but my fault..

lets juz hope dat my psp will come back in one piece..

with no defects or damage wad so ever...

lets juz hope..

smell ya laters...

well..

if sumyin happens n it can never unhappen..

does it scares u???

if sumtin happens..

n it can never unhappento sumone u care...

wouldu worry???

well i do..

n everyone refuses to tok bout it...

well..

not dat i can blame them..

but their refusal to tok really made me worry...

but then again...

hu m i for them to tell????

well..

i juz hope that everyone will be well again...

i dont want to experience 08 all over again...

smell ya laters...

HAPPIE NEW YEAR

HAPPIE NEW YEAR!

to all human beings on Earth!!

i case u r wondering...

these were pix taking at marina countdown!!

smell ya laters!!