Nicole Scherzinger

ish she hot?
she was here in spore for f1..
damn...
should have bought a tix..
who noe..
i may have met her...
damn...

go die hamilton...
haha

smell ya laters..

s:ni kire2 kasi ah?

i:yela
s:ni kire2 ikhlas ah?
i:yela
s:ni kire2 trime kaseh ah..
i:same2 ah..
s:ni kire2 mkn dulu ah..
i:eh nnti belom buka puase
s:ni kire2 ye tk ye la..

the drama skit from sinar lebaran really cracks me up..
tk kire braper anyak kali ditonton...
tetap klaka..
haha..

s:jalan2 ke kota melake
cik adik da berpunye ke?

smell ya laters

have u ever been hurt?
and think back again...
what was the cause of it..
did i deserve it?
was i the one at fault in the first place?
questions with no answers always flood your minds..
and the most popular qns will be...
what if....
what if things were different?
what if i didnt have to do this?
what if she had not given up?
what if..what if..

what if i never get to see you again?
what if we grew apart and lose each other?
what if i lose out?
what if im wasting my time..
waiting for something that can never come true?
what if?

hopefully..
whatever issit that im doing now...
i hope it will bear fruits for me...
coz i cant bear it anymore...

just wanna be free...

2dae woke up early for adiratna's performance..
good start for u all la..
hope to see u all improve...

so the highlight..
went tamiya with sepit..
at tampines..
gerek gler dok...
but..
kite sesat kat tampines...
kenek kaco man ngan arab..
haha..
thanx krg...

haha...
my shooting star...
bought a double shaft hyper dash motor just for it...
laju dok..
at last my car faster than sepit's..
haha...
n do u noe?
kite uat kwn2 aru ngan bdk kecik...
haha..

looking for to the next time..
smell ya laters...ouh ya..
saw the car above at one of the shops..
geram sak nk bli..
lawa sak...

hello ppl..
ok..
so ive spent the last hour changing this blog skin...
i think this skin is nicer than the previous one...
dont you think so?
i think so...
haha...

smell ya laters...

hello hello
saye ingin mengucapkn selamat hari raye kepade sumer umat islam...

well..
the ferst dae is always the best...
or so they say...
well...
its been disappointing for me...
eventhough dudok rumah goyang kaki duet pon masok...
but seriously..
disappointing....

well..
this is the ferst raye im not celebrating at home..
coz i got no home..
tu tk pe la..
and then adik bradek sume..
tkde...

well kakak is with me...
lyk duh...
i live under her roof...
bang acit dtg kol 4...
psl tk lei angon...
bang iwan dtg mlm...
but tu tk psl coz every year hes not in the picture..
then anak kegemaran mak plak..
tido dari kol 3 pagi smalam...
abe angon magrib arie ni..
sial uh..
perangai kebabian sak..
eh..
babi pon kala la sial..
and then..
adik bradek sumer mintak maaf ngan mak...
ngan each other pon..
tapi..
anak kegemaran mak tk mintak maaf kat sesape pon...
aku kesian sak maid kakak aku...
masok biler dier..
kejot kn dier..
tanyer nk makan aper..
bibik siapkn mkn tok dier..
ngan coke skali tao..
tapi dier tk mkn...
da satu jam lebeh makanan tu terbiar...
aru nk mkn...
tk de trime kasih tk de ape..
lepas tu masok bilek tk nk klua...
sial uh...
ni mcm nyer org gi mati pon bagos la..
n i still dont understand knape mak maseh nk protect dier...
haiz...

i sooo want a family photo...
this yr ferst dae...
really saddening....

so got results 2dae..
got d for everything...
and f for one..
haiz..
thats 2 module pushed back..
shall work hard...
dont want to graduate any more later...

smell ya laters...

just feel like its the lowest any person can tolerate...
i dont know why...
but no matter how happy the day will turn out to be...
at the end of the day..
i will never fail..
to have this feeling of sadness...
like life is never fair to me...
always...
i will always reflect back...
thinking...
jealousy...sadness...rejected...
i dont know why but these feelings always appears at the end of the happy day...
this feeling..
this sick feeling of loneliness...
haiz..

something i wrote a few months back...
"it started off with a hello
how are you, where are you
imagine me saying things to you like
i need you, that i love you

ever since we began to drift
i only wish we could let it be

so now...how are things gonna be the same
if we both now knew that this can never be erased
cos its so hard for the both of us to let everything go..
its so hard..to let it go"

smell ya laters...

ok..so time for upadates..
well..
i havent been breaking fast at home as how i wanted to...
but thats ok..
had fun nevertheless..

so today was MCC iftar..
to me..
was a successful event...
i have to admit..
this is the most relaxed committee i had ever worked with..
so relaxed that i was afraid things may not go well..
but nasib baik..
everything went smoothly..
syukur kepada tuhan..

well..
so this is the end of my role as a chairman..
but its not over..yet..
i still have an international day bazaar to organise..
ouch...
tired..
haha..
but never mind..
after this..
ill be free...
(",)

so this is my officially my 100th post for my blog..
at last smpi jugak 100..
haha..
and i would like to wish..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

(padahal puase lom abes..haha..)

juz when i thought that having a mobile broadband..
would make life in this place much faster...
but i guess i was wrong..
stupid broadband..
damn slow..
kate jer 2mbps..
but slow..
idiot shit..
n i can only download 3 things at once..
stupid sia..

haiz..
cant waet to move out..
and itz only the 2nd dae here...

smell ya laters