i got lost halfway through my journey..
but the forest that i was lost in was peaceful and serene...
i began to love it..
and thought that i found what i was looking for..
time passed by..
and i suddenly woke up..
the trees didn't want me there..
i was disturbing their peace..
and i realised..
it was time for me to carry on my journey..
and to not disturb the peace anymore..
"I'm sorry to have disturb your peace..
it will be hard for me to carry on without looking back..
but i will try my best..
and keep on searching for that special thing I'm looking for..
thanks for everything..
it was fun while it last.." said i..

Good Luck for the Future...

Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say good night till it be morrow.
M.Imran

this is still very funny..
haha..

seriously..
this running nose is killing me..
and she said dont see her coz im sick..
no way thats happening..
haha..

To my R karat..
please cheer up and be happy..
ill always be here to catch u when u fall..
so please smile..

why give you a stalk of sunflower..
when i can give you a whole field of it..

i wanna see you again..
R karat..

i miss Jiwo Jiro..
but i miss the rusted R more..

"When i was drunk..
i cried for someone i didn't love...
When i am sober..
i couldn't cry for the one i love..."
-M.Imran

"my mind is here but im thinking of you
i wanna see u, i wanna talk to you
you're always in my head but dont ever go away
coz hu knows what comes next i may not be prepare

you make me feel like im on top of the world
a day without you and the sky falls from above
wad does it mean is this wad they call love
because if it is i'll say its so wonderful

week one was damn but then i saw you
week two was in and i need to know you
week three went by thought i was already doom
but when things start to looked so gloom week four came right through

you make me feel like im on top of the world
a day without you and the sky falls from above
wad does it mean is this wad they call love
because if it is i'll say its so wonderful

whats going on all of this just look insane
it all seems wrong coz u have a boyfriend
i must pull out while i still have all the chance
but its too late its too bad coz im never goin back

you make me feel like im on top of the world
a day without you and the sky falls from above
wad does it mean is this wad they call love
because if it is i'll say its so wonderful"

the only song i managed to complete..
The A Song...
enjoys...

events that happened today..
makes me realised..
of how much a bad person i am..
maybe bad would be an understatement...
evil would be precise...
ive done this before..
and swore to never do it again..
looks like contradiction bit me in the ass again...

the love you have shown me..
made me realised..
that sometimes..
nothing seems as easy as it is...
try as i may..
but breaking that love would just seem impossible..
and not to mention..
inhumane..

so tell me now...
what m i supposed to do?
now that u are stuck in my head?

three simple words..
i miss you..

water is the basic necessity in life...
without it..life will end..

take a look at the photo above..
a wise old "woman" once said..
take a look at the ripples..
see how slow it starts..
and how far it spreads..
but in order for it to spread...
someone have to start the ripple..

when i heard it the first time..
i didnt know what it actually meant..
but now i do..

when u want something..
no matter how difficult it seems to be..
u just need to start it..
and once started..
everything will fall into place..
u just need to have the courage to start it..

and i will pluck up my courage..
to tell..
and from there...
just go with the flow..

smell ya laters..

life...
the exact definition of everything on Earth..
life gives energy..
life is the spirits that is amongst us..
life is also the hand of fate that revolves around us..
but however..
why can life be so wonderful...
and yet cruel?

life for me has not been easy..
i had a shelter above me..
was forced out into someone else's..
moved back again...
and again being forced out..
life if tormenting me in every way possible..

i dont mind all that..
but what i do mind is...
why life...
keeps preventing me from having what i always wanted..
being that kind of person for 3 times already..
m i supposed to be one again?
be an evil guy who ruin the life of others..
just for the sake to be happy..
am i to be that guy again?
is that what my cursed life supposed to be like?
if thats the case..
id be happy..
to give up my happiness...
just so i wont be that person again..

i wanna reach for the stars...
for they are the light..
that do not depend on others to shine...
they are independent..
they are one...

smell ya laters peeps...