haha..
im bored...
enjoys..

the thought never comes to mind..
and i thought i was ok with it..
until the conversations i had with my friends about the matter...
dont worry they dont know bout it..
just that they brought up the matter...
and that was when it bothered me..
i needed to know..
and now i do..
the feeling is like having your heart stabbed over and over again...
6 times...
those feelings of ecstasy should never have existed in the first place...
and then..
it happened..
i didnt wash my face..
but my cheeks were wet..
and soon it was drenched..

my mind is like a maze..
or a puzzle..
i dont know what to think..
and everything just seems god damn confusing..
i really dont know what to think anymore...
haiz...

usually ppl would say that a picture says a thousand words..
but in this case..
i will say..
a jigsaw tells a millions...
love u..
and enjoy these funny pictures...

i dont know why...
but ever since i met u..
u were all i think about..
you made it easy for me to forget bout the previous R karat..
because u are more than what she is..

im happy when im with you..
you make me forget everything..
and showed me what it means to be happy again..
for that i thank you very much..

the feelings i have for you are strong..
and i dont want it to die..
i dont want to delay and risk losing you..
so now..
im taking this risk..

its been 2 yrs since i last be in a relationship..
i forgot how to be a bf..
therefore i need you to guide me step by step..

Nur Diyana Ramlan
are you willing to risk it all..
and be more than just friends..
with me who have lost touch in everything?
are you willing to enter a relationship with me?
please give me a sign..
i love you..