Day 6: The Stranger

it was after Krakatoa training at woodlands cc..
so after training..
me and joy wanted to take the train back home..
we tapped in and took the up-riding escalator..
so..
otw up..
i noticed a girl taking the down-riding escalator was looking at my direction...
joy was talking to me but i was practically looking at her..
tu tkpe..
after we passed each other..
i turn around to look at her..
and she turn around to look at me too..
haha...
and im like..
chey aku hensem..
haha...
so dats dat..
haha!!

Day 5: The Dreams
A friend of mine said..
when u have a dream and then you wake up..
u have two choices..
one..
u go back to sleep and continue dreaming...
or..
you wake up and pursue it..
its deep..

when i was young..
my dream was becoming a doctor..
because that is what my mom would want..
i gave up that dream all ago..
but now..
i dont know what i wanna be..
isnt is amazing that when you are young..
anything seems to be possible..
but now..
everything just seems impossible..
i have to admit..
the course that im taking now..
is not to my liking..
but to just sooth my mom's heart..
just to impress her..
i dont know if i will continue this line of study..
cause frankly speaking..
i hate it..
nah i dont know..
just feel so tired and lazy nowdays..
too tired to even dream bout anything...

Day 4: The Brother

well..
this post will go out to my brother..
Muhd Irwan Samuri

even though we grew up under different guidance and teaching..
i still feel that he is the only one that i can relate to...
whatever that i went through..
he understands it and still give me advices about it..
he is only one in my family to be open to anything..
and i feel comfortable talking to him without hiding anything from him..
even though he lives in the east and me in the west..
i still feel that both of us are the closest siblings in the family..
whatever it is..
ill always be there to lend him a hand...

Day 3: The Parents

this will be all about my mom and dad...
first..
to my mom...

Hjh Sopeah bte Karsoon
she has been there to hold me since i was young..
i can say alot of things uh...
but to summarise it..
i love her for all that she has had and going to do for me..
no matter it is for my good or for my bad..
i will still love her..

Samuri bin Samat
well samat is not my granddads name..
my granddads name is Moh..
typical jawe name..
i just found out he passed away when i was 2..
ok back to topic..
he left when i was 9..
and i practically grew up without him..
when he comes back..
he just makes things unsettling..
but now im 19..
10 yrs have passed...
and i forgive him..
cause hes my dad..
without him..
i wouldnt be hu i am today..
i still love him though...
if i could have one wish...
i wish that i have my complete family again..
one which is happy all the time..
not like now..

lets wait for 2morrow for the next episode..
smell ya laters

so lets continue...

Day 2: The Crush



i love my girl and will continue doing so..
so whats the point of having a crush?
it is called a crush..
coz it will only crush your relationship..
haha..
so dats the end of day 2...

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another story...
a good fren of mine finally decides to give a gerl a chance into his life..
like..
at last..
haha..
and he is taking things slowly..
like Dek said..
the happy ending of a story book is at the last page..
so why rush..
hope he goes well with triana..

nites ppl!!

So i guess its my turn to do the 30 day letter challenge..
dont know wad it is?
go google it.
haha..

Day 1
The Best Friend

if you ask me to choose between them
i would never choose..
coz the both have done so much..
and they know me well..
the best friend im refering to is Fadhil and Zaidi

Fadhil
well...
we have been classmates eversince we step foot into hkss..
till the day we took our graduation certs...
he knows my secrets..
and i know his..
and he is always there to listen to my rants..
recent events made me more comfortable to talk about my past with him..
coz now..
i feel that he wont judge..
coz he went through just the same shit..
for that..
blood brothers...
haha

Zaidi
well..
the idiot is practically my first friend in hkss..
i missed the times when he was shorter that me..
haha..
well..
zaidi never fails to listen to me rant about things..
and we never fail to argue about the difference in our ideologies..
and he is always there when i am in need of help..
greatly appreciated..
brothers for life...

all in all

these 2 ppl can really withstand my crappiness..
and my damn irritating attitude..
for that..
thank you guys for being good friends..