been so tired lately..
assignments not done..
lazy go work..
everything just seems so unimportant..

"every time you pretend to love,
you impoverish yourself more and more.
Love has great potential to enrich your life.
But if you are just playing a role,
pretending to love,
it's only going to poison you.
Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game,
and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love."

i couldnt agree more with the quotes above..
i feel myself getting more and more uninterested in these so called love..
and only find things that may just distract..
im losing myself..

and i know u wont read anymore..
but seriously..
i miss your presence...
even though im trying my best to move on and distract myself..
but its just too hard..
im scared A...