itz saddening uh..
when goin home late at night..
actually not late..
itz only 10...
never mind..
back to my story..

itz saddening uh...
to come home at night...
only to see ur used to be best friend's father...
sitting at the bench at the footpath...
drinking a can of water n a packet of bread...
alone..
n hiz house is huz behind...

i mean...
for hym to sit there alone..
w/o aniones knowledge...
n eating n drinking alone...
when he could be at home eating with hyz sons...
itz juz really saddening...
n hez not getting younger noe...
i mean..
i pity hym...
he got a family..
he a very very kind guy...
but for hym to be in thiz state...
really pitiful...

u may sae..
it was hyz decision...
but dats wad happens...
when the wife is more successful than the husband..
the husband gets bullied and then goes to this state...
sad story..

amazingly...
i dont feel half thiz sorry for my father...
the diff being..
my dad choose this wae of lyk...
but cik marli...
he got bullied man..
i mean..
hu chooses to get bullied?? true??

aniwaes..
lets tok bout my mom...
i dont noe wads rong wit her..
everydae never fail...
she will check the obtuaries...
i dont noe how to spell it..
but itz the page in newspaper which tells ppl dat some ppl died...
aniwaes...
my mom keep checking them everydae...
and she will tell me...
thiz person used to be a fren of grandmom...
this person this n this person dat...
i mean..
i understand la she feels sad..
but she checks dat page everydae...
dats wad happens when u are old..
haha...
i love u mom...

aniwaes...
semis are around the corner..
n im more tired then ever...

sooo...
smell ya laters!!