just feel like its the lowest any person can tolerate...
i dont know why...
but no matter how happy the day will turn out to be...
at the end of the day..
i will never fail..
to have this feeling of sadness...
like life is never fair to me...
always...
i will always reflect back...
thinking...
jealousy...sadness...rejected...
i dont know why but these feelings always appears at the end of the happy day...
this feeling..
this sick feeling of loneliness...
haiz..

something i wrote a few months back...
"it started off with a hello
how are you, where are you
imagine me saying things to you like
i need you, that i love you

ever since we began to drift
i only wish we could let it be

so now...how are things gonna be the same
if we both now knew that this can never be erased
cos its so hard for the both of us to let everything go..
its so hard..to let it go"

smell ya laters...